I honestly really love you. I look forward to the rest of our time together.
I also just received an email from the Western New York Book and Arts Center about an internship.
I had an interview on Wednesday at The Buffalo News in their advertising department. I think it went okay. It was so windy outside and I was worried my dress would fly up on my way there.
It really bothers me that I won’t be able to spend the summer with Andrew. But this is just another hurdle we will get over.
Talking to an old friend again is so nice. I really don’t want things to get fucked up again.
This is Kobe. Or as I call him, Kobe Baby.
He’s Andrew’s dog. This is by far one of the most loveable big babies in the world. He is huge, definitely one of the biggest dogs I have gotten the pleasure to meet. His favorite toys include a tiny itsy-bitsy tennis ball that squeaks, and anything he can get his paws on and steal away from us. He’s stolen my socks, and pens, and he is a good cuddler. He likes to lay by your feet, and place his paw on top of one of your feet. And the second you pet him, forget it, you’ll be petting him for the next hour. He’s persistent about being pet. He sometimes snores when he sleeps, and I’ve woken him up a few times when he has nightmares. He also likes to wrestle. He likes being outside, especially when there’s snow on the ground, he just rolls around in the snow until he looks like some giant snow monster. Sadly, Kobe will be put down today (Tuesday), and I have never been such a mess. Unfortunately he is very sick, and can barely walk. I know this is my boyfriend’s dog, and I only have known Kobe for 2 years, but I love him like he is my own dog. I love cuddling on the couch with him, even though he’s not supposed to be there. I like how he grunts when you rub his ears. He has the biggest puppy face. And I just wanted to be known that he was an amazing dog. It’s not going to be the same when I go over to Andrew’s house. I won’t have a giant monster run at me and nearly knock me over.
Kobe, I love you so very much.
So tomorrow may or may not be the last day of the semester for me.
And I also realize that I have made a lot of great friends this semester. Brandon will be going to the Southtowns campus during the summer, so tomorrow will be the last time I will get to watch lame YouTube videos with him and crack jokes.
It’s kind of sad, he’s a cool kid, and I am glad I got to know him.
i go to buff state, hiii!
No way! Hi! I’m transferring this Fall and I am going to be dorming. :)
And I have finished all my assignments and final projects.
I am so happy and relieved that I could cry.
PLUS!
I also made myself some business cards since I had a little free time. They look so great.
*gives self high five*




